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I’ve been behind on writing lately. I go in hot and write everyday then I cool off. It’s crazy. I love to write about what I’m thinking about during the day. However, I am also a routine driven person and I usually write before I go to bed. Well lately, I’ve been with people all the way up until I fall asleep, so I haven’t wrote much.
I’ve been seeing a great woman lately. It’s all new and fresh, so we’re still getting to know each other. But I’m having a blast with it. I get kept on my toes and I love that. I also love the fact that she doesn’t back down either. If we have a verbal spar mostly joking, I have to bring my A game if I’m going to have a chance. However, as when I usually start a new relationship, I go MIA on my friends. I didn’t really realize it until this time around that I do it. I don’t usually try to ignore my friends, but especially when I start a relationship, I am all about her. When I get comfortable in the relationship, I can branch back out. It usually takes a month or so, then I come back and I’m good. But now I am telling my friends that I’m going MIA and I’ll be back. That is growth my friends.
And I have been growing a lot in the the last year. It’s amazing how much more I know about myself and I can communicate that to others. I’m not completely there yet, but in the past, I couldn’t even express the feelings that I were having. I didn’t know what they were… I was either happy, mad, or sad. Those were it. My range of really stepping back and seeing where it is coming from has increased my ability to solve it on my own. I have always been independent, so it has taken a lot to accept people’s help and admitting that I need help too.
So with the growth tree done.. I got shot.. twice in the past week. Once in the butt and once in the arm by my doctor. Apparently I was past due for my shots and she going to catch me while she had me. I only go to the doctor if I need it. Generally, I’m a healthy person, so I don’t find myself there most of the times. Actually before the sist on my neck (I looked like the Hunchback) I hadn’t been since 2006. So now I have a bandaid on my neck, one on my arm.. the butt one was last week so that’s fine now.
I’m going to Vegas on Thursday for work. When I booked my travel, my cousin was supposed to meet me there to hang out over the weekend. But he’s flaked and now I’m going to be in Vegas by myself for two days by myself with nothing to do. I’m kind of pissed because I don’t like Vegas that much anyway. But whatever, what’s done is done. I will find something to do to keep me occupied. But it’s the last major trip I have scheduled for the summer. When I get back from Vegas, I have to realize the fact that my summer is almost over and I’ll have to get back to work. Opposed to the past decade of summers for me, this has been the most mellow one I have had. I had a crazy trip to Mexico sure, but for the most part I’ve been playing whatever has been coming my way which has been ever so enjoyable. But it’s also an attribute of my personality… I can go with the flow or have a scheduled day… it’s all good.
So you can poke needles in me, but you’re going to break my spirit…
